Saturday, May 8, 2010

Feeling myself again

Been a long time since I have posted...
For so long, my emotions and sense of loss, and no direction continued.

Yet.... it seems... and I'm not really sure why... but I feel... normal again... that feeling of misdirection is gone.  I feel like I am me again.  I know it is is kind of a lame way to put it, but it is true...

The moral compass I lost, has been found.

The hole that my father's death has left remains, I won't even pretend to think different.  But it is a different feeling.  Almost a reassurance.  As if he is with me still... as if he is with me always... and there is a confidence that comes from that.

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