Been a long time since I have posted...
For so long, my emotions and sense of loss, and no direction continued.
Yet.... it seems... and I'm not really sure why... but I feel... normal again... that feeling of misdirection is gone. I feel like I am me again. I know it is is kind of a lame way to put it, but it is true...
The moral compass I lost, has been found.
The hole that my father's death has left remains, I won't even pretend to think different. But it is a different feeling. Almost a reassurance. As if he is with me still... as if he is with me always... and there is a confidence that comes from that.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
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